Sometimes I think my obsession with psychology and how the mind works seriously affects how I view people and their motives. However, over the years I have learned that giving people the benefit of the doubt can turn out to be a painful mistake. There are many sides to living your life on display. It leaves you exposed to every element of human behavior. This day in time not many people are bold with their attacks on you. No, they dress it up with smiles and the famous, "I'm praying for you." phrase when in reality they are preying on you instead. In the past things like this would have wounded a part of me. Especially, when it is from someone that's close to my heart. Now I see past the action into the part of them that must be deeply wounded. I mean what else could explain a person's display of false joy when they see a splurge of happiness come your way? It's sad that people in this world truly would rather watch you suffering than to see you successful and happy. Well....I am smiling anyway! It was a hard road to get to this place and I don't have much longer to go. If I have not learned anything else over this season in my life it is this: What was intended for bad was turned around for my good! Experiencing the truth in that is something that cannot be taken away. I embrace these changes. I know there are great leaps of faith I still have to fearlessly jump over. I am ready to jump better yet fly to where my next destination is. I am soaring to new heights now but I still have a long way to go before I say I have reached where God wants me to be! ;-)
blog with you later....Smooches!!!
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