When you lose yourself the best thing you can do is find yourself in a better place than you were in before. Learning that I don't have to give up so much of myself anymore just to be left on empty. There is balance in everything. I have to end a chapter in my life I don't want to end. It is a very painful chapter but I can still find reasons to smile within those pages. I am forced to take the lessons learned and use them in a new chapter in a whole new book for my life. Despite my grieving and tears I have to move forward past the loss and be grateful for what I will gain! I don't know how long it will take me to work past this heartache but I do know God has something great in store for me in all areas of my life. I didn't go through all of this for nothing. As for now I will let my words heal me because the more I release outside the less blockage I have inside. I refuse to be who I was! I am a stronger, wiser, and better woman today. I will continue to become a better mother and though it took some time I learned what it takes to be a good wife. I will continue to study that role because marriage is a beautiful thing in God's eyes. I am going to honor God in amazing way when I get to show Him the kind of wife He has groomed me to be! God will be proud of me. Where I failed once in life I will no longer fail again because His wisdom will stay with me......Thank you God for keeping me in the midst of this storm!!!
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