God has placed a task on my heart that I will admit that I am afraid to carry through but I "WILL" do what He told me to do. It was my promise to God that I would do my best to obey Him even when I don't understand it and even if it hurts. I will follow God's lead!!!!
This has been an amazing year for me so far in overcoming fears. Each time I overcome a fear the reward is overwhelmingly humbling. God opens a new door or freedom for me and people just start pouring into my life. People who are pretty much strangers to me. However, they see the God in me.
Even thinking about this task in front of me. My eyes are filling with tears....
(I'll Be Back)
My nerves are bad...my body is shivering....but I was obedient to what God told me. It's released and I worked through my fear even with the tears falling from my eyes and the doubt in my heart. I don't know why God asked me to do what He asked and maybe it isn't for me to know. Maybe it was to help me grow in this area of weakness. To step out of my comfort zone. He has been having me out of my comfort zone a lot. I am quite overwhelmed in this moment. So, on that note....
Blog with you later. **Hugs**
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